Sean,
Sometimes I'm just not sure what to say here. There's always a lot on my mind, and sometimes it gets to be too overwhelming to process. So, for tonight, I just want to say that I love you so so much and that I miss you incredibly. You're the best thing that has ever happened to me, and I still feel like I'm missing the better half of myself. You're still my whole world, and I'd give anything to have you back with me right now.
I miss you, and I love you honey.
Karen, I found Sean's blog through the TC forum which I joined when my son (same age as Sean) was diagnosed; and followed faithfully till the end and then found your blog. Something I can't explain compelled me to write to you tonight. In lots of your posting you ask why God would give him to you only to take him away and leave you with a broken heart and plagued by the why and how it could be God's plan. I offer you this: maybe because Our Lord knew Sean would not be long on this earth, He sent You to Sean so that you would give Sean happiness and joy and love and strength in his brief time. Because you served God so well by giving Sean all these things in abundance, Jesus gave you Sean's babies against incredible odds as your reward for doing his work. Maybe his plan for the girls is to carry on that special love that you and Sean shared and to comfort you while Daddy rests in peace. I hope they do God's work as beautifully as you did. You are an angel.
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